feels like familier regret

seriously, how can alcohol really destroy everything in ONE day?! no, not even a day, 3 hours. whyyyy did I have to drink that tequila and f#ck up my last chance I had with him? and dont even get me started on my family, they barely trusted me as it is! I'm sorry for getting wasted, being a total bitch and broke everyone's trust, I really just wanted to have a good time! Now that that's said, there's only one thing for me left to do. Saying this to the persons who actually needs to hear it instead of my weblog. yes wish me luck.

as sorry seemed te be the hardest word, I'll lay down my pride, just hear me out