FAILURE

I don't know what to say. I did not graduate. I did not pass my exams. I will not be leaving highschool this year. It still hasn't sunk in. I got called by my mentor, saying, I failed. And all of my friends did graduate, they all pass their exams. I'm the only one of my group who failed. All my plans I made for next year, travelling, living by myself, studying, will all have to waith for another year. God I can't stop crying, I didn't expect to feel this depressed. I feel like such a failure. I hate my highschool, I hate my teachers and I was so glad I was finally leaving this stupid stupid place. One year is so so long, with zero friends, while my bf's are all out living the dream. I don't know how this has happened, didn't saw it coming at all. We planned to go crazy tonight because we'd be graduated, but I think I'll just be laying in bed. Suddenly this holiday ain't so perfect anymore.