Miss Whoever-you-are

'You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-you-are? You're a chicken, you've got no guts. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, 'Okay, life's a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other, because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness.' You call yourself a free spirit, a 'wild thing,' and you're terrified somebody's gonna stick you in a cage. Well baby, you're already in that cage. You built it yourself. And it's not bounded in the west by Tulip, Texas, or in the east by Somali-land. It's wherever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself.'
- Breakfast @ Tiffany's

like those guys with guitars I've been watching in bars

awwww the cold is driving me crazy crazy crazy :( just when I thought we were passed winter, it started freezing again, I'm just not made for the cold or for snow, I am so desperate for the summerrr again! I can't even remember how it feels to walk outside without my big jacket and snowboots!

Tonight my sweet parents are taking me to dinner to my favourite sushi restaurant where they have the best whine, because my grades are so high lately (which is rare haha).

Today I'm just relaxing at home, recovering from last night, nespresso lungo on refill and absolutely doing nothing! Currently addicted to: Julian Casablancas - 11th Dimension. Awsome track!

Good weekend everyone! xoxo

how can I stand here with you

and not be moved by you?

I will not say I'm allright for you

Been raining nonstop here, as long as I'm inside I kinda like it, nothing better than falling asleep to the sound of rain. The floods in Australia & Brazil are really scaring me though, my thoughts go out to the victims out there.

progress

Haven't seen 'The Ex' for 4 weeks and I haven't been thinking about him at all, today was the first day I saw him again and spoke with him, and I felt nothing! Let's hope this time it will stay this way.

Will be spending this weekend as much as I can inside, relaxing hanging and study a bit. Exactly what I need.

on my to do list:

- cut out psycho people

- catch up on german literature

(for school, not for fun)

XO

cigarette stained lies

tonight

I asked my bestie what the best advice was I have ever given her, she answered, like immediately, almost weird: 'Defnitely the time when I wanted to quit smoking and you told me: 'you can quit and be boring when you have kids and you're 40', never felt bad after that night when lightning a cigarette!'

Aww am so glad my wisdom spreads :)

just shooting for stars on a saturday night

don't know what to say, think or believe anymore. I almost forgot how people can let you down, can dissapoint and let you fall. Almost. Just when I thought I was blessed to be surrounded with true friends and real people who had their best interest in me, they suprised me. I'm so tired of all the lies surrounding me and so tired of fake people. I forgot what it was like to be so dissapointed.