your nerve damage shows

lastweek; Lifehouse was amazingg! Did not expect it at all but they really blew me away! They're really really good live I truelly recommend to go to their shows if possible! Had a blast, was with one of my best friends, druk alotttt of beer and smoked alot of ciga's, found a way backstage (don't ask me how but somehow we always end up backstage) and got to meet the band and they're also so nice in person!
yesterday; partied with all of my besties, first alot of wine at my place, great to see everyone again and everytime I see them I just know these friendships are gonna last. It gives me a warm feeling to have people around who will stick with me through everything.
today; relaxing time, study a bit, order sushi and watching the hills!

how we do

Yesterday some big collegeparty in the city, wearing a new fur jacket like the pic above, only than in grey, a little black dress, black new heels, very blond big hair, black eyelinered eyes and big earrings. I love fur, can't help but feeling diva'ish wearing it. Night was fun, alot of champagne & cigarettes, got home too late. Had to be at school at half past 8, totally hangovered and tired and moody since my coffeemachine is broken. So tired now and the weekend hasn't even begon yet! Tonight drinks with my besties to catch up :) gooood times XX

young rich & tasteless.

# worried, my philosophyteacher talked about 'being tired of life' today, and added to it: but you don't know how that feels like, you're too young for that! Worried..

# loooooving the new single 'Radioactive' of Kings of Leon, they're finally touring and coming in my direction again, stayed on the phone for an hour couple days ago for tickets. Sold out. Finding some illegal way to get tickets, I have to go to that concert! Word has it 4th album is gonna be epiccc

# Rebuilding the kitchen at home, have been eating take away and delivery for two weeks now, actually craving for vegatables

# Watched first epoisode of GG again, loved it again

# Seriously thinking about taking a tattoo

# New addiction: cowboyboots, already have 2 pairs, need more.

# Realized something has to change big time because it's so frustating still not being over that one guy, after 4,5 years still comparing every single boy I meet with him. He has a hold of my heart and that needs to change.

don't judge me, just being human

Okay I know a couple posts back I said I was so done with being serious over boys and I'm just into simple flirting hooking up and nothing more. And at that point I so agreed with that. But I can't help, now that I'm home alone (yes highschoolish I know) for a couple of days and sitting here in my empty house with all of my friends being out of the country.. I can't help feeling lonely and with only wanting to do one thing; text/call one of those exes I also once talked about and wanting them to come over. I kinda miss getting texts since my plan of meeting new boys, hooking up, hang around but no strings attached totally failed. Haven't been going out lately and I'm just.. feeling kinda lonely this night.

all you have to do is cry

so, we're alone again
i wish it were over
we seem to never end
only get closer
to the point where i can take no more

-Joshua Radin

styleforstyle

Love these styleforstyle t-shirts, only available online here! defn gonna order some of those! XO

Arrrrgh after a perfect weekend, a perfect summer actually, today was the first day at school again. I was waaay to optimistic about surviving this year by myself, I just figured I'm gonna make the best out of it and before you know it this year is over and I'll be joining my studying friends who are so far away from me :(. So this all started today and its gonna be harder than I thought. I miss my friends already so much, the people I'm with now are totally lame and boring. I'm feeling bitter and in a bad mood nonstop. Not seeing how this year will ever end. Now early sleep for another day at school tomorrow. Night night xoxo

you go back to her and I go back to black

Last night a goodbyeparty of two amazing friends I'm truelly gonna miss, they're gonna travel the world, which is pretty awsome. Good times, almost all of my friends were there, drunk way too much wine but I'm not even that hangovered! School is almost starting and the thought makes me sick, soooo not looking forward to another year at this school. I really just want to keep the summer here with me plus the freetime! Tonight I'm having dinner with my mom and sister in law, early sleep, work until 1 and leave this town again for 3 days to my friends who moved, party party, than return for school on monday! have a good weekend xoxo